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So while sitting here in the lobby of great wolf lodge borrowing the internet on this lovely laptop of mine i got to thinkig.....what constitutes life as good or bad. Why is it us that makes the decisions to have a bad day or not. Why is music so icky now a days and last but not least, how do you make conditioning shampoo? As totally random and crazy those questions may seem alot of time and effort were involved in trying to answer such preposterous questions. ok now that you know what my boring weekend was full of i thought i would enlighten you alittle on my theory of life, Life is like an elevator, you choose what floor you want to, someties they are fast and sometimes they are slow, you meet tons of people on an elavator plus sometimes they get stuck and you have to wait a long tie to get them fixed. Yep that was my weekend! Hope your was as well interesting as mine!!
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[05/14/06 @ 9:05pm] |
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PLain white t's, the stuff that makes you cry you know |
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I hate that when you get older the more responsiblility and heartaches you get. At the times you want to blend in you stick out like a sore thumb and the time you are screaming SOS everyone thinks your fine on your own. The one person you want to talk to doesn't even care and the ones that would care don't know. When your a kid you can't wait to grow up but when your growing up you want to be a kid. The ice cream days of care free easyness are gone and i would give anything to get them back. People say one thing and mean another and you never fully understand what they are meaning and your too hurt to understand what you mean yourself.
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[04/25/06 @ 10:11pm] |
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Size matters |
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Your are incredible. I can't go a day without seeing you or your picure. I swear i wish it was just a high school crush cause it's tearing me up. So long it has been and still you manage to grab my heart by the strings. She loves you and i get that and you love her to but you don't know the difference between her and me. The chance is all i ask for. Just the chance to prove your theory wrong about life aand everything else including me.
Well atleast i'll have the time to keep in this ditch as i'm in TEXAS! getting a tan and enjoying 80 degree weather. Jealous yet?
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[04/18/06 @ 9:04pm] |
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I love the sun! It reminds me that today is today, tommorrow will be tommmorrow, and yesterday was yesterday. Makes me thankful for the days i have had and will have.
Now if i could only get up the guts to ask him to prom!
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[04/08/06 @ 8:44pm] |
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You ever liked someone so much that you started to like yourself less?
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[03/23/06 @ 7:26pm] |
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I think you are the most amazing person in the world. I can't understand it. Sometimes i wish you knew how i felt!
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[03/22/06 @ 9:16pm] |
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Indescribable, it describes everything!
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[03/16/06 @ 9:41pm] |
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 Phoning back and forth |
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I hate it when you tell someone something, they hear it the wrong way and repeat it to others. Then the people that are involved get all confussed and there's running back and forth and fights and IT'S ALL JUST A MIS-COMMUNITCATION ISSUE! I hate it when that happens
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[03/03/06 @ 5:58pm] |
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 and the tears rolling down |
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I wish i were the reason a person wakes up in the morning. And i wish that person were the person that makes me wake up every morning now. Some wishes will never come true
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[03/02/06 @ 8:39pm] |
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One Day by Trading Yesterday, it's just makes the emo mood |
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Mk sooooo me and my little sis hung out today since like none of us haad school. Invited some folks but evidently the internet is more important. Any who then $1 breadstick day was today so we all know how that goes. Then after that we went to my aunt's house for my little cuz's 11th brithday. Come to find out today he turned eleven but more importantly it was his 6 month anniversary with his girlfreind. Mann he's 11 and and already counting his months. Not to add it's been like a while fricken half of a year. Do you know how crazy that is? Honestly!?! I must just be like repulsive... That's kinda how i felt today. I mean come on the internet over takin your little brothers out for the movies with my sister. Who hates life right now.....Carol Does! A well it's highschool it's supposed to be hard and confusing and such. Atleast i hope it get's easier. K I'm done
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[02/27/06 @ 1:33pm] |
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I swear everytime i try to get closer, you go further away! :(
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| what jessica said only with my answers |
[02/26/06 @ 8:49pm] |
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I'm up i swaer Sgt. Knight |
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Momma said don't hurry love, no you'll just have to wait |
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1. FIRST NAME: Carol
2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? My first name after my dad's mom and my middle after my mom's mom's middle
3. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? you have no clue
4. WHICH FINGER IS YOUR FAVORITE? the ring one
5. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? last night after having no sleep and pain in physical pain from armed drill camp
6. LUNCH MEAT? definetly colby jack cheese (i know guys it's not a meat!)
7. ANY BAD HABITS? biting my finger nails
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? Back streeet's back ALRIGHT!
9. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? well i'm freinds with mostly everyone so yeah prolly
10. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL? nope
11. DO LOOKS MATTER? not so much
12. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? driving is so medating at times
13. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? the ICE RINK
14. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? very
15. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? A dog that my grandma sent me
16. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS? English!
17. DO YOU USE SARCASM? try not to because sometimes i even confuse myself
18. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? can't say that i have
19. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A CHICK/GUY? Fun to hang out with
20. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? sperpee, JR
21. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? oop in a heart beat
22. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? if i knew what that meant i prolly would know how to answer the question
23. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE STRONG? you'd be suprised
24. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? CHOCOLATE
25. SHOE SIZE: 9
26. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLOR (s)? GReen and Burnt Orange
27. DO YOU HAVE ANY WISDOM TEETH? nope
28. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW? a guy........
29. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE YOU SEND THIS TO, TO SEND IT BACK? i'm not really sending it so why should i recieve it
30. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? nothing
31. LAST THING YOU ATE? MMM ...honey bbq wings
32. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: Grama and Grandpa
33. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? to be honest.....personality
34. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? noone sent it to me
35. FAVORITE DRINK? DR. PEPPER!
36. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? i don't drink.......
37. FAVORITE SPORTS? figure skating, hockey, and football
38. HAIR COLOR? Blonde/red
39. EYE COLOR? they tend to change
40. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? no
41. SIBLINGS? Amy (25 and evil at times) Heidi-(10 going on 39 ..or so she thinks)
42. FAVORITE MONTH? October cause it's my brithday!
43. FAVORITE FOOD? chicken
44. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Robin Hood Men in tights heheheh
45. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? It's my birthday!
46. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? o yeah
47. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? happy endings!
48. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? depends, that sounds horrible but it's true
49. WIPS for sure!HO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? what on earth
50. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? noone....i think
51.WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? cause celeb, if i could only get past the third page!
52. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? a picture of my mom and her three daughters (including me ofcourse)
53. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? twister ( you can play in on a board if you want)
54. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? parental control
55. FAVORITE SMELLS? uhhhhh
56. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP? in the words of Micheal Hamilton "Son of a Bitch."
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[02/16/06 @ 10:32pm] |
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who knew life was this complex |
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If today was your last day, how would you spend it?
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[02/14/06 @ 8:37pm] |
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If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.
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[02/04/06 @ 6:22pm] |
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 and no lightbulb at the moment |
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A- AVAILABLE: yep
B - BEST FRIEND: icca, andrea, sean, brad, jess, alicia, amber, hardie, nicole, barbie there's a ton more i'm sorry
C - CRUSH: like i would tell you
D- DADS NAME: Kevin
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: weird enough micheal
F - FAVORITE BAND? acdc by far
G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS: gummy bears (germany does that to ya)
H - HOMETOWN: none that i have stayed in for more than 4 years
I - INSTRUMENT: voice, piano, clarinet, whatever i decide to learn
K - KIDS: someday
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: to go get my surgery done
M - MILK FLAVOR: 1/2 percent ofcourse
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2, one evil and one not so evil
O - ONE WISH: to have my own fairy tale someday
P - PHOBIAS: death, the truth
Q - FAVORITE QUOTE? "keep on keepin on" my grandpa told me that before he died
R - REASON TO SMILE: ummm if you know me you know i don't need one!
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Dirty Little Secret by All-American Rejects
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 8 i had to go shoot some rifles
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: got hit by a cement truck and ever since i can't see them without freaking
V- VEGETABLE YOU HATE: coliflower (sp.)
W- WORST HABITS: PROCRASTINATION (they are all capital)
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: elbow when i internally bruised it, ribs when i broke one, and then stomach with the well the 3
Y - YUMMY FOOD: watermelon
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: libra
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[02/03/06 @ 9:18pm] |
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Swat in the background |
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This is the best day of my life!
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[01/29/06 @ 1:05am] |
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who knew there was this |
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The truth:
the truth is i'm not a strong as everyone thinks i am
the truth is i'm not who everyone thinks i am
the truth is i am in no way perfect even though people want me to be
the truth is there is someone who understands
the truth is there is someone special
the truth is i'm not special enough
the truth is it hurts, alot
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[01/25/06 @ 9:21pm] |
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ummm what do i do now? |
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I cannot believe that the purpose of life is to be happy. I think the purpose of life is to be useful, to be responsible, to be compassionate. It is, above all to matter, to count, to stand for something, to have made some difference that you lived at all.
-Leo Rosten
it says it all.
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[01/23/06 @ 9:41pm] |
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 finally an understanding |
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Forgiveness is such a wonderful thing!
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